[like playing a knife on a breathing ribcage]

 i think i actually do like my friend. don't know what to do about that! just gonna keep doing my thing i guess. it's not like it'll happen for me lol. i just finished speak in like 2 days, probably a book reading record. i'm so bored at school and then i have to go to work. life is boring. something crazy should happen NOOOW. not like scary crazy, just kinda abnormal. nothing cool happens in my life. it'd be cool if my friend liked me too. or if anyone liked me hahahaha.

i wanna talk to my friends in vc but also sleep. i don't want to work. i'm gonna bring another book to school.