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it's been a while.
i probably shouldn't have this be public because there's so much personal garbage on here HAHAHAH
it's been almost 2 months since i graduated high school. since my last day was the 10th. i've been rotting in my bedroom a good 85% of the days. i cried once i held my diploma, they said my name wrong but i didn't care. i had my keroppi socks on. it was so cool. then i ate dinner at a nice restaurant with my family. had my graduation party that weekend, it was really cool except my brother was there and no one told me he would be. anyway i had a cake that had triple baka on it because i'm on some spectrum. i got a keroppi backpack (it's not good functionally, but it's cute anyway) and 2 miku figures from my parents, also some fnaf socks because they were at hot topic?? everyone else gave me money and i got like around $500!! i've spent most of it by now, i have a little over $70 left. then my mom bought me some pink whitney and i got blackout drunk, woke up in a shirt but no underwear and my parents said there was a lot of water in the bathroom. don't even know what happened there lol but i had a great time.
there's a little recap. i haven't been doing much else. mostly talking to friends on discord. R left me on read for a week but replied to day saying she forgot, so we're gonna go to the pool on thursday. it'll be nice to see her since i haven't since graduation. M might be there too but idk about their schedule.
i've sort of tried job hunting, but it's hard to find jobs that are a) not food related & b) reply back to my resume. i'm definitely going to get a job by august, i think if i try finding one during school season it'll be easier because more people will be in school, so i can find more positions? i'm taking a gap year (maybe more than a year) so i can not think about school or a career for a while. i think i'm gonna go into journalism, i wanted to be a choir teacher but i don't think i can do it. so yeah. i hate thinking about all that stuff. but i definitely need money, so i can buy my own things and not feel like a freeloader. get a car, and help my parents move in the next year or two.
i got really into undertale lately, i blame handplates. i've been obsessed with handplates and undertale for like a week. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. they're so good. i need more art of handplates and papyrus and flowey, please..... i've been listening to ghost and stuff extended by deadmau5 on REPEAT i dont know why. i've been downloading a bunch of songs so i can eventually burn them on CDs????? idk why i just wanna be 2000s brother!! ahhhhh
okay bye bye
i probably shouldn't have this be public because there's so much personal garbage on here HAHAHAH
it's been almost 2 months since i graduated high school. since my last day was the 10th. i've been rotting in my bedroom a good 85% of the days. i cried once i held my diploma, they said my name wrong but i didn't care. i had my keroppi socks on. it was so cool. then i ate dinner at a nice restaurant with my family. had my graduation party that weekend, it was really cool except my brother was there and no one told me he would be. anyway i had a cake that had triple baka on it because i'm on some spectrum. i got a keroppi backpack (it's not good functionally, but it's cute anyway) and 2 miku figures from my parents, also some fnaf socks because they were at hot topic?? everyone else gave me money and i got like around $500!! i've spent most of it by now, i have a little over $70 left. then my mom bought me some pink whitney and i got blackout drunk, woke up in a shirt but no underwear and my parents said there was a lot of water in the bathroom. don't even know what happened there lol but i had a great time.
there's a little recap. i haven't been doing much else. mostly talking to friends on discord. R left me on read for a week but replied to day saying she forgot, so we're gonna go to the pool on thursday. it'll be nice to see her since i haven't since graduation. M might be there too but idk about their schedule.
i've sort of tried job hunting, but it's hard to find jobs that are a) not food related & b) reply back to my resume. i'm definitely going to get a job by august, i think if i try finding one during school season it'll be easier because more people will be in school, so i can find more positions? i'm taking a gap year (maybe more than a year) so i can not think about school or a career for a while. i think i'm gonna go into journalism, i wanted to be a choir teacher but i don't think i can do it. so yeah. i hate thinking about all that stuff. but i definitely need money, so i can buy my own things and not feel like a freeloader. get a car, and help my parents move in the next year or two.
i got really into undertale lately, i blame handplates. i've been obsessed with handplates and undertale for like a week. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. they're so good. i need more art of handplates and papyrus and flowey, please..... i've been listening to ghost and stuff extended by deadmau5 on REPEAT i dont know why. i've been downloading a bunch of songs so i can eventually burn them on CDs????? idk why i just wanna be 2000s brother!! ahhhhh
okay bye bye
