[i'm tired of this anya!]

a lot of bad stuff happened yesterday that i won't write about because i'm tired and i don't care. you probably remember it. there was just a plethora of bad luck yesterday, the whole day just sucked.

i write in this journal so you can remember how life was at different points, but sometimes i'm too tired to write about how bad the days were. in case you forget: your mom sucks.

i'm just gonna try having a good day today. i've been pretty good at consistently showering! i also have to clean my room today, it's a little messy. i've been good at that too. i know i need to eat but i brushed my teeth not long ago. i'll eat in a little bit.

i'm playing acnl right now. and i've been playing tomodachi life a lot. i'm going to write a list of stuff to do with J when he visits next month. that will be fun! i haven't been drawing very much, i get tired and none of my stuff looks very good. eh.

i had a job interview over 2 weeks ago but they never called back. so i guess i'll keep job hunting. my camping trip was fun too.

i'm listening to muffins while i play. just trying to feel better. i feel like i can't talk to anyone. almost every night i'm high or drinking. i was trying to not smoke but yesterday was so awful. i definitely won't tonight.