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my mouse is basically unusable, my computer just doesn't wanna use it. stupid ass usb ports. this laptop sucks. hopefully i can save up money and buy a whole pc desktop and new desk and everything. i have an interview tomorrow, so if that goes well i should be making money again. i actually need to get a new card, because i apparently lost my card. i haven't used it in a long time and i guess it's just gone lol. i might've accidentally thrown it away. idk :/
played some jackbox with the guuuys, fun times. i'm still trying to keep off of social media, but i've already broken it like 6 times. i'm going to try harder. it's hard tho, when you're on social media for a large chunk of your life.
i'm trying another name, not replacing the other one, but adding one. i'm going to make it my middle name. and i made my name into a longer version, tho i'll still mostly go by the shorter version.
i had a bad day yesterday. i got into some argument with my mom, and i walked all the way to the park, and not the one that's near my house. it was a little over an hour, and it was cold and windy and humid. when i got there, i used the swings for a little bit, then watched most of coco on my phone until my dad got off work and could pick me up. it was very dark even though it was 7:30. i could have called my grandpa or someone to get me, but i didn't want to feel like a burden, so i waited in the windy cold dark at a park that homeless people frequent. not very smart, i should have gone home before deciding to walk all the way there. but, you know me, i'm impulsive.
i swear i'm so fat, i watch so many food videos and eat too much. i don't think my weight has changed, but man, i just feel big. mentally.
not many updates, i should start drawing again because it's been like almost 2 weeks since i last drew. i'm also thinking of becoming an entomologist, i'm not sure. i've got a while to decide, anyway. MY ROOM IS COLD
played some jackbox with the guuuys, fun times. i'm still trying to keep off of social media, but i've already broken it like 6 times. i'm going to try harder. it's hard tho, when you're on social media for a large chunk of your life.
i'm trying another name, not replacing the other one, but adding one. i'm going to make it my middle name. and i made my name into a longer version, tho i'll still mostly go by the shorter version.
i had a bad day yesterday. i got into some argument with my mom, and i walked all the way to the park, and not the one that's near my house. it was a little over an hour, and it was cold and windy and humid. when i got there, i used the swings for a little bit, then watched most of coco on my phone until my dad got off work and could pick me up. it was very dark even though it was 7:30. i could have called my grandpa or someone to get me, but i didn't want to feel like a burden, so i waited in the windy cold dark at a park that homeless people frequent. not very smart, i should have gone home before deciding to walk all the way there. but, you know me, i'm impulsive.
i swear i'm so fat, i watch so many food videos and eat too much. i don't think my weight has changed, but man, i just feel big. mentally.
not many updates, i should start drawing again because it's been like almost 2 weeks since i last drew. i'm also thinking of becoming an entomologist, i'm not sure. i've got a while to decide, anyway. MY ROOM IS COLD
