[it all comes back to the wobbler baby]

[grim_b0nes]

 why do i try so hard. i want things so bad that i'll do anything. i'll do anything for someone. why can't someone do that for me. i don't care if it's selfish, maybe i'm just a selfish person. i don't care. i want someone to need me. not just want me around, but need me. i just look clingy. i'm desperate. why can't someone else be desperate for me. why am i not special enough. am i not good enough. am i not the one you want. i don't know what i'm doing wrong. i don't know why i'm never enough. it feels like i'm always so close. i'm so close to something but i can't REACH IT. everytime it's just taken away. because i'm not allowed to BE HAPPY.

who cares if i'm dramatic. i don't care. i don't care about anything. i don't want to know the reasons why. i don't want to change. i just want someone to understand. i want to be wanted. i've never been wanted. no one really wants me around, i'm just entertainment. people get sick of me eventually. it's just reality. it's plain reality. no one wants me. no one ever has.

i wish i had my razor back.