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grim_b0nes Sep. 15th, 2023 09:12 pm)
grim_b0nes Sep. 15th, 2023 09:12 pm) idk why but i got really excited about spongebob. i sometimes do but seeing spongebob specifically especially when he's being cute or happy makes me extremely happy and i kept squeeling and rocking. i wanted to watch the spongebob movie but J won't be in vc tonight so might as well not. idk why he said to watch it without him why would i do stuff without him, i love doing things WITH him because i love him so so much. i wish he'd say he likes me or something or said he was crazy about me then i wouldn't feel like creep by radiohead.
my head has hurt since 4th hour holy fuck!!! i took like 4 ibuprofen and NOTHING and i'm so tired i just want to sleep. i'm gonna stay in call with troubles for a while so it doesn't look like i'm just here for J. of course i liek troubles but i love J so much it feels so empty without him. someone shoot me at this point i need to get euthanized. i want him to stop talking about other people he finds hot and just like me. maybe i'm not his type, he's said i'm cute before but he was veeery specific on it being platonic and acted really nervous about it. he can't like meee ughhhh.
but i wish he did more than anything.
my head has hurt since 4th hour holy fuck!!! i took like 4 ibuprofen and NOTHING and i'm so tired i just want to sleep. i'm gonna stay in call with troubles for a while so it doesn't look like i'm just here for J. of course i liek troubles but i love J so much it feels so empty without him. someone shoot me at this point i need to get euthanized. i want him to stop talking about other people he finds hot and just like me. maybe i'm not his type, he's said i'm cute before but he was veeery specific on it being platonic and acted really nervous about it. he can't like meee ughhhh.
but i wish he did more than anything.
