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J HAS FEELINGS FOR ME TOO HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
we aren't dating (yet) because he doesn't want to rush into anything so i'm respecting that. definitely smart to do. i'm hoping i can see him during winter break maybe with my grandpa or someone. i should have a job by then. aaaaaaaa i can't believe this bro. we both stayed at home for school and were just talking and like he just straight up told me gsjkghdkjfgh
the fact we might start dating in the future is fucking insane. it feels like this is supposed to happen, like so many things have pointed to this happening?? am i crazy? IDK MAYBE i just was NOT expecting this on a wednesday morning. we talked for so long. i can't believe this! just gonna have hope for the future now. i really do have faith in us. what'll need to happen will happen. i just hope he's apart of my future.
I'M GOING CRAZY THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!
not much else going on it's only noon. i might take a nap idk i really need to work on my homework ugh. oh i found out last week i can't go to my university. so i have to go to community college first. oh well, i'll make it through, it'll work out. i mean it has too. at least that's what i think. maybe i'm too optimistic. whatever I'M JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW
i'm gonna watch alfred's playhouse (i don't support the creator obviously!)
we aren't dating (yet) because he doesn't want to rush into anything so i'm respecting that. definitely smart to do. i'm hoping i can see him during winter break maybe with my grandpa or someone. i should have a job by then. aaaaaaaa i can't believe this bro. we both stayed at home for school and were just talking and like he just straight up told me gsjkghdkjfgh
the fact we might start dating in the future is fucking insane. it feels like this is supposed to happen, like so many things have pointed to this happening?? am i crazy? IDK MAYBE i just was NOT expecting this on a wednesday morning. we talked for so long. i can't believe this! just gonna have hope for the future now. i really do have faith in us. what'll need to happen will happen. i just hope he's apart of my future.
I'M GOING CRAZY THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!
not much else going on it's only noon. i might take a nap idk i really need to work on my homework ugh. oh i found out last week i can't go to my university. so i have to go to community college first. oh well, i'll make it through, it'll work out. i mean it has too. at least that's what i think. maybe i'm too optimistic. whatever I'M JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW
i'm gonna watch alfred's playhouse (i don't support the creator obviously!)
