i was writing something like a week ago but i forgot about it lol

uhhh my choir concert was this weekend. i didn't go. i don't really remember why, it was impulsive, but i don't really feel bad about it. my choir has always sucked and it felt good not being on stage with those other people. it's not like i hate everyone in my choir or think they don't have talent tho, i like some of them and some of them do sound good. i mostly hate my other choir class, because they SUCK and my choir teacher is too nice to tell them none of them sound good. maybe i'm just an asshole.

i have a presentation tomorrow :( i'm presenting with other people tho so i don't have to read THAT much....... still, i have to prepare to do it :T i'm a little anxious. this week is my final week of school... and then it's graduation. i just need my english grade to get to passing, and then make sure my other required classes stay passing, and then i'm. free. i can't wait to walk... i can't wait to have my party. oh shit that reminds me i need to request those tickets still jkdhsgkjdhg you get 10 tickets and then have to ask for more, and unfortunately i have a big family sooo yeah.

last week i went to kansas city because my parents were buying a car. now we aren't borrowing grandpa's shitty old suburban (or occasionally his van). it's a honda, like the one i had as a kid (well a different model but.. it's a honda lol). i like it a lot. it was supposed to be a day trip, but because we were having trouble finding the right car, we had to stay the night at a slightly shitty hotel hahaha. the trip was pretty nice but my mom was on her period and made certain situations nightmarish. and when we drove back home i drove with her because the van smelled really gross (my brother's diaper) so i drove in the car with her. when we left a gas station she was trying to back out and i was being a little nagging trying to see if she touched the doorknob in the gross gas station bathroom (i'm a germaphobe) and she SCREAMED at the top of her lungs at me. i immediately said something fucked up because i wanted to hurt her feelings really bad, because that really hurt me, but she completely brushed what i said off which made me feel worse. and then i started crying, just because when people yell at me suddenly i think it triggers me because i start crying instantly. then she realized what she did and kept saying sorry over and over, it just sucked the whole thing sucked. but we made it home, and it was very rainy the entire trip back because i guess some big storm decided to happen. no tornados tho.

a few days ago i unfriended a bunch of my old friends, left the gv server, and kicked them out of the old server we used to talk in, just because i don't talk to them anymore and they don't talk to me lol. i'm basically never active in the server and idk... they don't talk to me either so we just kinda drifted away. but atlas dm'd me asking if i was okay, to which i never responded... idk i make impulse decisions and then don't accept confrontation. sisyphe also made a post on the shitpost blog saying they missed me. which like. do you? lol

yeah so that was some recent updates. idk if anything else interesting has happened this week. i'll update about my ceremony and if i actually graduate lol

oh yeah i forgot to mention i got a haircut lol. it's a little too short for me, but it's not ugly and i'm gonna get some highlights. so yeaaah. that's definitely all.
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