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grim_b0nes Feb. 14th, 2025 03:28 pm)
grim_b0nes Feb. 14th, 2025 03:28 pm)it's fucking valentine's day and i've never been so pissed. i'm jealous and sad. i've literally never cared about this holiday. i don't know what changed but it sucks. like, i really FEEL the loneliness, and it's like, crushing. i didn't realize i was such a jealous person until recently. i guess i get jealous easily and never really knew. not just about love, but just in general.
ugh i do not like the people in the gv discord server. i can't connect with them anymore, and they all seem so stiff to me. i don't feel welcome there, but i feel weird for leaving. i tried to before, but it felt wrong. and i don't want to lose all of my mutuals, but i also don't really care about it. everything feels dumb. i think i'm just being really sensitive, but i can't help being that way. i know i just need to chill out.
i just unfollowed a bunch of people on tumblr. most of them being inactive accounts. you never really think about all the stuff you follow that hasn't even updated in years. my room is so cold, i have a space heater on, but also i just turned my fan on. for balance, i guess.
i'm not so sad anymore, i'll either go to sleep or play the binding of isaac. i feel very tired from doing something so simple. i ate some cereal today, isn't that good? and i showered yesterday. i have to clean my room at some point, but i don't really want to do anything, and it's cold so that makes me want to move less. i had a job interview the other day that i don't want to think about, i don't want that job, and i'm gonna have to look for more jobs. yaaay. oh yeah. i also reset my animal crossing town YET AGAIN!!!! i did it because i didn't like that i made my name "creep", so i changed it to my actual name. i really like the new town layout, but i'm sad for losing my progress and villagers :[
we gotta make sacrifices, i suppose.
i need to buy plane ticket today, have to remember that. i'm gonna watch a kill count of outlast, and maybe find places to visit in houston. good bye <3
ugh i do not like the people in the gv discord server. i can't connect with them anymore, and they all seem so stiff to me. i don't feel welcome there, but i feel weird for leaving. i tried to before, but it felt wrong. and i don't want to lose all of my mutuals, but i also don't really care about it. everything feels dumb. i think i'm just being really sensitive, but i can't help being that way. i know i just need to chill out.
i just unfollowed a bunch of people on tumblr. most of them being inactive accounts. you never really think about all the stuff you follow that hasn't even updated in years. my room is so cold, i have a space heater on, but also i just turned my fan on. for balance, i guess.
i'm not so sad anymore, i'll either go to sleep or play the binding of isaac. i feel very tired from doing something so simple. i ate some cereal today, isn't that good? and i showered yesterday. i have to clean my room at some point, but i don't really want to do anything, and it's cold so that makes me want to move less. i had a job interview the other day that i don't want to think about, i don't want that job, and i'm gonna have to look for more jobs. yaaay. oh yeah. i also reset my animal crossing town YET AGAIN!!!! i did it because i didn't like that i made my name "creep", so i changed it to my actual name. i really like the new town layout, but i'm sad for losing my progress and villagers :[
we gotta make sacrifices, i suppose.
i need to buy plane ticket today, have to remember that. i'm gonna watch a kill count of outlast, and maybe find places to visit in houston. good bye <3
